Im too strong of a person to let the pain and frustration linger for too long; but at the moment my curiosities are running on high, high octane searching for answers given the information and memories I have of our brief relationship. I did this often to remind myself what I was dealing with. I believe this to be true for a couple of reasons: Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) is generally not what people think it is. He may also have a certain amount of autism. What? Although I still dont believe he is. So i sit on my disability.. i write .. study.. take meds.. smoke some mari to help the anxiety and i just relax. at this point I feel like Im over accomodating to his needs and not getting my own needs met. Am I Just an Asshole?: The Difference Between Autism and Narcissism and This article generalizes far, far too much for it to be trustworthy. I would think generally no, by definition, those with asperger's could not also be narcissistic. yes. Since they were all teaming up on me, i had no allies, i had no help. I have no attacks, no one everyday is trying to ruin my life. Oh yeah a mother that knows you got a serious compulsive gambling disorder that go through 6 months of no dont do that! . Im also affectionate and have no problem calling him sweetheart or hon etc but the only term of endearment he has for me after one year is Missy saying hes just not like that even though he calls his daughter sweetheart all the time. Even if they have high IQs they are still total retards on a human level and its mostly them that run the society.. wonder why its going so bad? And Im now again trying to keep up. And you are correct. The Myth of Normal, by Gabor Mat with Daniel Mat (in a previous edition, entitled When the Body Says No, but I recommend the new edition) Asperger's or autism is a form of neurodivergence. I thought the list was a bit one-dimensional and generalizing, in fact. Very good, helpful article. With Asperger's and NPD, a lot of the criteria overlap. Hey everyone look my father is a liar he said he gave me x money but here the proof he never did, he used it to gamble on stock market. things like that. I can prove all my allegations, its the sad truth that more than just me live. That i should not worry its impossible not to worry since i know and see everyday all the narcs totally unable to see the problem.. see the face in the mirror Totally blinded. You have to live your own life and have your own friends with these satanically possessed individuals. Thats my biggest question right now. They pushed me and then sometimes helped or suggested me student loan or something like that, that they would sign for me etc. I would be relieved to leave a legacy. Im not a young person and Ive only just come to this conclusion. Some of the seeing form opinions, that the Blind guy is just being obstinate or purposely manipulative, because he knows more about the statue than the rest of the room, and pretends to not be able to describe the image or colour. A relationship counsellor would be a good start if you find he is willing to do this. If you are in a relationship with a person on the autism spectrum, it is helpful to know how to take care of yourself. It doesnt bother me at the time, but the next couple of days Im shaky inside and feel a bit sick.