Analytical cookies are used to understand how visitors interact with the website. So no, a Christian cannot commit what Jesus calls blasphemy against the Holy Spirit. I was finally breaking out of the super-Christian faade. God had taught me to praise Him through the battle when the thoughts would hit me instead of quoting verses. And then he will plunder his house. I am just like you , fighting on. But then I realized when I had that thought, I was breathing heavily and anticipating it. However, there are also passages where we are warned about what brings sin into our hearts and where we have been commanded to ask for forgiveness. Doubt can be a powerful tool in God's hand to convict you of greater truth. Lay this burden down at His feet, asked Him to heal your mind. And then another scrupulosity strikes again ( this time it is very weird, i am a male and i was having thought's of bearing the devil's child, maybe this was caused by a memory from watching the film constantine from 2005). A prime example of blasphemys treason is seen in the prophetic forewarnings of Revelations terrifying beast power also called the Son of Perdition in 2 Thessalonians. Think about it this way, God is infinitely powerful and great. I reached out to a pastor friend of mine and he decided to invite to his church. Jesus felt forsaken on the cross but He overcame those feelings and won in the end for everyone. That In itself is blasphemy. I picked up where I had left off. The important thing for Him is that we actually take the step of faith and move forward in our Christian decisions/actions, even if we have questions and doubts popping up in our minds. I needed to hear this so bad! The hope is in releasing your personal sense of control, and this happens by recognizing your relationship to God is not that of a slave but a child. This time i feel like i'm drowning.. i feel like i've done something against a loveone that will cause them harm against the lord which i believe i haven't done but i feel like i've done already.. i keep remembering the scenes and my mind tells me i didn't do it but i'm still anxious i must've had..will the loveone of mine still be accepted by the lord or not? I spoke to MANY people about my problem. We use cookies on our website to give you the most relevant experience by remembering your preferences and repeat visits. Thus the official stand of the Catholic Church's, following Augustine and a whole host of subsequent moral theologians, is that the blasphemy against the Holy Spirit is final impenitence. Its like the thought was there and I let it in. All those swarming insects gave me the heebie-jeebies! If yes Ill just spend my whole life apologising. You've dedicated your life to a worthy cause in doing this, and I'm thankful that God is working through you to help others, like myself, who are facing this. Recovery being like a family in many ways, allows us to support one another together. Were on a mission to change that. Are you actively working against him? People naturally think about things that offend them. It is the appropriate response given to a person that duly recognizes his or her status and role. Can you remember bits of old poems that you can trot out? On three different times they were so bad I felt like he was rebuking me. I also feel a strange thing; like I not able to move my whole body or talk all of a sudden and then those evil thoughts come to life( voices) and they tell me I haven't been forgiven and how mush they hate me and don't want me to be God's ( my father) daughter and sometimes even aske to join the devil in his evil work instead. So I was like ok woaah so no more of that stuff.later down the road I get more into it I started to watch faith with viaian and got my first bible I LOVED it , it was so fun reading genesis I knew almost nothing of god , I loved telling my mom about the bible exspecially about David Idk why I like David so much I guess I was attracted to his heart ( not in a lustful way just in a awe way) it seemed like he always did the best, I had moments where I felt love in my heart when I would spend one hour listening to warship music studying the word and just having fun coloring my bible (my bible is the inspire praise one), I loved It, fast forward I start to read scripture and the F god came into my head , it would come and go during prayer, but it was when I fasted from yt and tv when the warfare got BAD i did this for lent and jesus heald my moms skin so I fasted from yt a bit longer all the way till april 24 , I could'nt watch tv with out things going wrong , I could have conversation without being in my mind , I could't read or do math yesterday I could't read a sentance and my 9 year old cousin made fun of me , I told people to not cuss infort of me wich honesly is actually good bc I need to gaurd my ears more and through this good has came from it little things have happend where I feel like god is speaking 2 me right now y bigsest promblem is my heart I refuse to repeant bc there is no sorrow in me I dont feel bad and its scaryy but through this ive written so many of my sins down and its like its the holy spirt and somethign in me is telling me god is working in my heart write now that its his bc I told him I want to feel sorry with all my heart when I sin I want to feel sad bc I hurt my father not bc of hell I WANT THAT I want the pain for my father but the LOVE 2 , and I dont like saying "thankyou " eaither bc it seems fake , and I think back when I relised I wasn't always like this I felt GUILT and dicused at my own sin but now when I wrote it down I felt nothingand 2 days ago I got this fear all over my heart to get up out of bed and do my routine of turing on the light to wake up my mom and the stove this is one way I do my lords will is by helping my mom I felt like that was him there were time when I was lazy and tried to take naps but my spirt guied me to my cousin's house and I was doing more of God's will by helping them I loved that day the voices were still kinda there but quiet so I was like huh interesting..Ive also learnd to not jude other I really donlt know other mindsets like I told my mom all of this and she thought I should just cuss back she said and that god knows this is not you so don't feel so sad and I was like ok.that day the voices were VEry quite after that talk I thought it was over and I sang praises to jesus and mary with all my heart and mind it felt so good that lasted 2 days and then after I slipped up and acidenty said Stup*d god and I had a happy heart in me so it felt weird to confesses I still did it and It tho but it felt like my heart left after that hear I am now ,tommowrs the 24 and thats the day I was expecting all of this to leave, and I got on my knees and prayed got on my laptop and got on here the vocies have almost left once I started reading, but my heart feels the same.and I also told got to not delay bc then I would tell me that it was acc all me saiing the things in my head not wafare so mabye thats why he showed me this today Im not sure .I think the worse thing is that i dont feel god sm I feel like I prayed so much Ive lost glimpse of reality .
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